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Today's been alright, so far. Went to school. Saw Jess. Was happy.
I told... um... well, I'm guessing about 4 people about Jess and my weekend adventures. Suddenly at LEAST 8 of my friends know. I don't want it to get out too much... as long as it's within my group of friends, I'm ok. Jess told Alicia... because Alicia pried it out of 'er. I feel better that Jess told SOMEONE.
Perhaps I should have told Cullen to keep his mouth shut.
Man, why did I put that on my blog? My blog reminded me about my disturbing, disturbing dream. Now I have to remember it... I'm such a bastard.
Yay for Teen Titan references. - ^
I kept waking up in the middle of the night last night. Once between 1:00 and 1:30. The first thing that came to mind was the freaky girl in Pet Semetary. I hate it when that happens. I could fall back to sleep when I thought of Jess, though. Happy me. I woke up again at 2:30ish. Then again a little before 5:00. That time I drempt that My step-dad wanted to have a threesome with Jess and me. That's not the scary part, either... I could hardly get to sleep after that.
Rehearsal. Then Jess. Then school... then rehearsal AND Jess. Yay for that.
Stupid medication. It feels like my face is being pulled off my skull, and that it's going to come ripping off at any moment. But enough about pain...
I saw a bunch of stuff I wanted in the Bud K catalogue, including an awesome chess set and a dart gun that's only $30.
I have to get up at 5:30 again. *sigh* I wish this was the last week. A small part of me wishes we'd lost at sectionals, just so I could get a decent amount of sleep.
I can't wait to see Jess in the morning. Seeing her is what cheers me up in the morning. Motivation, perhaps. I mean, obviously I'd still go to school... but seeing her makes me look forward to going to school.
Tricia told me the guys are worried about me again. I asked her if she thinks I'm corrupted, and she said I'm gonna become an addict or something. I don't think so. I mean, after having a... well... my point is that I don't want it now any more than I did before I got it... I just... get it, now. I hope that makes sense.
I suppose it's been long enough. Time to go get 6 hours of sleep. :'(
I love you Jess.
Man. I just finished up raking the front yardand putting all the leaves up in front. Stupid tarp...
I put that money away... if I don't carry my money with me, I can't spend it, right? If I can't spend it... then I'll have it when I want to do stuff later on! Like... go to a movie next friday or somethin'.
Hey Jess, did you ask if we could hang out on Wednesday? Remember, if I can't come to your house, we can always go to mine. If you want to, that is.
Nikki and I have emailed back and forth a few times. We found out that both of us are wiccans. I find that pretty strange.
I was gonna hang out with Tricia today. Damn...
Oh, And by the way, I ordered the kukri today. They should get here in 5 to 10 days. Yes! They really are very, very Slink.
I wanna see Jess again. We can never hang out on Sundays. I can't wait till I see at school tomorrow... oh, wait, I'm calling her tonight. Score.
Yes, that's right, Foogha. It's a little past noon. I suppose I'm going to go outside and finish raking soon. Hmmm...
Jess said she got me a pinky-ring for my b-day. I'd been asking her for one... lol. I saw hers and I'm like "Oh my god, I need one so bad!"
You know, I don't think I'm gonna swim by myself as much as I used to.
I'll probably just end up having a party here next Saturday. No big deal.
I have two little cuts on the ring and pinky finger of my right hand. They came from me grabbing the bus seat to stop myself from rolling off when we stopped abruptly. I know this sounds weird... but my compulsion is begging me to put a few little scrapes on my left hand... I'm not gonna do it... but it's driving me insane. I put a few bandaids on the existing ones so I don't have to look at them.
*sigh*
The party was alright. I had a lot more fun with Jess back at my house, though.
Shopping went well, btw. She only bought a few shirts, but still managed to spend over $60. All I bought were some kitchen matches for $.70. Lol... our four-month anniversary "match" is sitting on my altar. I think I'll keep it there until it's five months, eh?
Wow... that was better than the first one. Really...
Almost time for bed. Bling...
I'm at Jess's house right now. In a few minutes, we're leaving for Andrea's party. I went shopping with Jess, and ate dinner with her family. I like them... and they seem to like me. I laughed my ass off, because I had no idea her parents sniped at Allen so much.
That's it. See you later.
You bastard. You beat me by, like, 5 or 6 hours? That's crap. Technically, though, I beat you by 4 years. It doesn't bother me at all, really. Just another thing to laugh about.
I just finished raking. my hands are numb... and my back kinda hurts. It's ok though... I'm going shopping with Jess today, as I've said, so I should have a good day from here on in. Yay for that.
(P.S.) My birthday is a week from today. My golden birthday, no less. Yay for that too.
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Freakin' 5:17 A.M.!!! I should not be up this early! I just got... four hours of sleep! That's crap! I'm definately sleepin' on the bus... *sigh*
Today looks to be exhausting... at least I get to hang with Jess again. We're going shopping in Appleton... then we might eat dinner with her parents. That'd be two nights in a row of eating out... for supper. We're going to a friend of her's birthday part at 8:00. Yes, very promising I know.
*yawn* Mmmm...
(P.S.) And on another note, I found out who Nikki is. She's just some random girl who found my blog by chance when she was updating her own. I emailed her and she emailed me back saying we didn't even know eachother. That's... pretty weird, but funny all the same.
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