I feel good.
Yeah, it's a difference of want and need.
Bastard postal service...
Jess just left my house. She came over at, like, one. We watched 28 days later, a surprisingly good movie... and then we "watched" Alice in Wonderland. We were actually just talking the whole time instead of watching it.
My mom asked me for the zillionth time last night if Jess and I ever got sick of watching movies.
*sigh*... Bling.
I feel better now. I feel better after talking to her. In fact... I forgot how good I feel when I hold her in my arms. I feel right.
I trust you.
Damn Sundays... stupid postal service... deliver my mail, damnit! Bastards... you're all against me...
We're watching 28 days later tomorrow, right? I rented it... we'd better! I've wanted to see that for a while...
Bedtime for me.
Hmmm...
I miss Jess. It's ok... she'll be back tomorrow.
I keep having dreams, though. Disturbing dreams... Depressing dreams. I'm afraid that... *sigh* I guess I'll have to talk to her about it tomorrow.
I really, really want to go swimming right now. Damn...
Will you keep it with you? Will you remember?
Today, I sat around... and then I sat around some more. At some point, I watched Pitch Black... and then I sat around for a few more hours.
hmmm...
Honesty, Trust, Love, Respect, Truth, Hope.
*sigh*
...
I have to get a hold of Pete.
Justin stayed at my house last night. I finally got to test my Zombie deck.
*sigh*
Today is the last day I get to see Jess for half a week.
On top of that, I feel sick right now. I think my pill... *sigh* You think I would have learned by now.
Jess is taking me home from school (hopefully) so we can say "goodbye." I dunno... her dermatologist appointment might be too early for her to do that. D'X
I love her... but I guess I can last a few days.
*stares blankly into space for about five minutes*
I'm going to hang out with Jess after school today. After today, she's leaving for a Thanksgiving thing with her family. I'll be all alone for three or four days! Hopefully, she'll call me every day...
I might play D&D over the break at some point as well. Pete is gonna be my DM... I guess it's going to be a one-person campaign. Sounds cool enough... Pete is actually allowing me to start at, like, 4th or 5th level. Jeez... I hate starting at one (or two, if you're lucky) every single damn time. Every one of my previous DMs have had that rule.
I had an idea last night, so I choreographed a new fight between Slink and Dart. It's made so that Slink is using the Kukri while Dart is probably using a rapier.
*sigh* bling... blong...
I talked to the guidance counsellor about graduating in 3 years today. He said it was fairly simple... I just have to not take a study hall and take one or two summer school classes.
Exciting.
I want to try out my new deck... ugh!
Good day, today.
Woah... I just got a whiff of Jess's perfume... it happens at such weird times...
Anyways, I woke up at 12:05 when Jess rang my doorbell. I can't believe I overslept! Lol I must have looked like a psycho when I opened the door... I was only wearing pants, no shirt, and I was like "Wow, Jess, I totally just overslept..."
Anyways, we hung out here for an hour or two, and then we went to see Cat in the Hat. It was pretty funny... though it could have been better. I liked how Jess put it: "It wasn't so much Cat in the Hat as it was Mike Meyers being Mike Meyers..." Well said, Jess, well said.
I got back to my house and played video games... surprise surprise... then I realized that I have a LOT of zombies left over... so I made a zombie deck. It rules... I mean, it demolished my Kavu deck and did very well against my Shade deck... the only reason my Shade deck won is because it's especially made against black decks... both times the Shade deck won, it had at least one (if not two) swampwalk creatures out. I have a feeling that, without those, my zombie deck would have been victorious every time.
...just got another whiff of Jess. I don't know... whenever I smell her perfume, I just have a moment of utter bliss... I feel like I'm actually with her...
*sigh* I talked to her online for a while too. I was reading about theoretical time machines and stuff... it was pretty kewl.
Yeah. Goodnight, everyone. Bling.
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