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Ahhh.
School, show, and D&D tomorrow. It's gonna be great.
I'm so happy... I can't remember being any other way.
I basically said everything about today in that last blog... although it's good news to hear that your parents weren't upset with you. After all... you DID tell them the truth, without too much invoking.
Today's school day is going to be just the same as every other day.
I'd better go so I have time to brush my teeth before I leave today.
This could complicate things. If Jess can only stay for a little while, then we might just have to hold off on the campaign... I mean, we can play while she's there, but every charactor in this campaign is important. I can't do it without everyone that I have planned into it. After she leaves, I guess it's just gonna be a party... but no D&D.
I just did my homework again... for almost an hour this time. And you know, it wasn't so bad... like it wasn't extremely boring or anything. While I did my homework, I listened to (and occasionally watched) the recording I have of Jess's oil pieces. It was soothing... relaxing... it made me happy to hear her voice, even more so with the melodic rhythm.
Tomorrow is our 6th month anniversary. It doesn't seem like six months... at times it seems like more, at times it seems like less... I don't know. But either way, I've been happier for the last six months than I've ever been, so here's to another six months of happiness. Now I have Justin joining the masses telling me I'm lucky... not necessarily for the girl, in this case, but for having that stable relationship. I'm sorry, Justin, that you've yet to expirience it... or at least not in the recent past. The whole thing... it just... makes me.
Dentist appointment tomorrow. It's gonna be f*ckin' cold walking from school to the dentist's office... it's, like, five or ten minutes walk away! I'll have to roll my sleeves down... because my hands get cold really easily. Oh well.
I guess that's all I have to say. Ladida.
I really enjoy my new video camera, almost as much as I enjoy this project. I only wish I was actually the one doing it... and that I would get some credit for it. Oh well... it's still fun.
I'm finally getting those glasses tomorrow. Jess, we'll need to get to Wisconsin Vision at around 4:00 to 4:30, in case they close at 5:00. I need to get those glasses as soon as possible... because my eyes are starting to hurt. I think we can hit those last three places by then, right? We hit seven places today and it took us from about 3:30 to 5:00 or 5:15.
Now I'm trying to figure out if I scheduled that dentist appointment for thursday or friday... I can't find that sheet-y thing-y.
*sigh* I'm getting back into the swing of things. I actually did my homework tonight, a whole assignment... instead of just part of one.
I'm glad we talked about my fears. It's foolish of me not to have faith in you.
Before I fell in love, I hated my real life and wished to live in my dreams... now it's the other way around, for I dream only of losing you.
School. Bastards... I was laying awake until 2:00 A.M. last night.
I dreamt that I proposed to Jess before she went away to college.
I'll have to ask Alex when he'd like to role play. I'm thinking I'll just have it at my house friday night (to saturday morning). Yes, I know we have the trip on Saturday. We can always sleep on the trip there. Justin, would that be a good time for you? If not, during the day on Sunday is the only other time I can think of this week.
School seems surreal to me now... *sigh* I suppose that'll change soon enough.
I made Justin's Inflictor charactor. It's pretty good... what was the name? Sleith? That sounds right. Anyways, I forgot to put some random information about the inflictor and the crusader on that document... like the type of die used for hit points (1d8) and their weapon and armor proficiencies (simple, martial, and exotic weapons, and light and medium armor) and their most important class abilities. (the amount of damage they can inflict or heal depends on Constitution {it is now 1d8/lvl + constitution modifier} and strength determines their fighting ability)
Anyways, Justin, I gave your charactor a halberd... a weapon I've wanted to give one of my charactors for a long time. I'll bring my books tomorrow, and maybe I'll catch up with you and show you a picture some time. Actually, I'm not bringing my books tomorrow. My pack would be just too heavy.
*sigh* I guess it's time for bed...
It's almost six, and Kristine still hasn't showed up with my new coat. I wonder where she is...
*sigh* I was hoping Jess would call, but that hasn't happened yet either. I don't doubt that she'll call later... but now there's no chance of getting together with her today either.
Jess, I have a dentist appointment tomorrow after school. It's, like, just a few blocks from school... would you like to take me there when school's over?
I feel better now. Partially because my mother said she might take a trip or two out to the east coast during that year... even so, I had to call Jess so I could be blissful for just a little while.
I started working on that new campaign today. It's really good. The storyline is much more specific, compared to the first one I did. I really like the idea I came up with... really nice. It involves dragons.
Also, Kristine came over today so she could see how that coat looks on me, so she could make the last few adjustments. I really like it a lot. It doesn't look like Neo's, but I like it nonetheless. It actually looks like my old one, except it's made better, it's new, and I like the coloring (on the inside). There are some other differences too. I'm getting it tomorrow.
I hope I can hang out with Jess sometime tomorrow too. We can even go out and get your dice, or something... I don't know...
Oh! I just thought of another song to download for Jess's CD. I think I'm a lot more excited about the CD than she is... but that's ok.
I couldn't get to sleep very well last night. At first, I was fine... and then, all of the sudden, I was overcome with this overwhelming fear... fear of being alone for a whole year. Fear of being forgotten...
I suppose it's let up now. But...
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