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I just made a new cd. I downloaded a new and better copy of feuer frei, and I added a few other happy songs to the mix too... The supermixes have ended production... because this cd is the first ever... ULTRAMIX!!!
I just got news that Jennifer pulled some magic with the Thrasher and the school. Looks like we'll be pulling in a grand total over there. That's awesome! I'm not sure about going and doing a demonstration for the classes at all... being during school and all... oh well.
Going to Jess's tomorrow! I'm excited. We're seeing Big Fish... and we might play a little scrabble too...
I don't know why I'm blogging right now. Probably because I'm done doing all my morning things and I'm waiting for Justin to arrive. Probably because I always blog in the morning... whether I have something to say or not.
Forensics practice after school. When I get home, I should remember to call Tricia.
Tomorrow I can hang with Jess... as per our current plans, anyways. *sigh* how am I going to keep track of time when she's not here?
I had a very strange dream last night...
I was supposed to call Tricia today, but I completely forgot... what with everything I've been doing. I feel terrible.
I hope we have a test tomorrow in one or more of my classes or something... I dont' want to think or work too much.
Friday, babe... after school, right? You're house? :-D
Nothing more to say.
I was gonna write a poem. But I'm not gonna now.
Rehearsal today. Forensics practice after school. The next time I will see Jess is approximately 25 minutes from now.
I started writing a story based on the adventure I'm having you guys do. I already wrote the intros for everyone but Axel. The inspiration isn't as great for this one... maybe it's because I can't get excited about something that I don't know the ending of... what I mean is that usually when I write a story, there are certain specific parts of the story that I think about ahead of time. I don't have that for this one... which is strange because I know of a few specific events... oh well.
*sigh* stuff...
I did my monologue today, the monologue in which I undress myself. Really, I only take off my shirt... but... the monologue is serious... and it upset me that my classmates didn't take it seriously. All they cared about is the undressing and that one frickin' line... *sigh* I don't really know why I expected them to take it seriously. They're highschoolers... not only that, but I have reason to believe that they are less mature than the average highschooler... if that's possible. *sigh* I just wish they had respect enough for good theatre to let me go through my monologue without cracking up and messing me up with my lines. They don't care.
I love you too, Jess. Now I remember how I measure time during school... I measure it in units of "when's the next time I get to hang out with Jess?" Yeah...
I just did my homework. I tried to burn a game for my friend, but there was a tiny, tiny scratch on my copy of the cd... it's not enough to hinder the game, but it's enough to... *sigh* it just pisses me off. Oh well... two less cd's that I have to give up... though he would pay me for them. I suppose I can look for those cards he wanted, just so I get him something...
That's the end, the end of me.
Off to the place where forever I'll be.
I wish only first I could make you see.
But this is the end. The end of me.
I turned in an application at Subway. They opened one about a block from my house. If I can get a job there, I'd be so much better off.
As I fall into that endless time
the darkness washes over me
I realize that I've been wrong
to push you to infinity
So get up now, and try the luck
that you so graciously took from me
Promise me, you won't forget,
Remember for eternity.
I wrote that a while ago... whatever. I don't know why I put my songs up on here... I'm the only one who thinks they're good.
My parents were bitching at me because I got a B. I don't know what to do to let out my anger... I mean, yeah... I hate people... but they really don't piss me off that much. It's stuff like this that actually makes me angry... *sigh*
I... I need motivation from them. I need them to care when I do well... not just when I do only slightly above average.
I guess there's nothing I can do about that.
Hey, Justin, can we practice tomorrow and tuesday instead of wednesday and thursday? That'd be better for me.
I want to see you Jess. I miss you.
We spent the entire day in Chicago. Went shopping... ate at Hard Rock... saw Blue Man Group (which was AWESOME!)
It's 3:42 A.M. What does that say...?
I'll call you tomorrow hun, if only to talk. Thanx for spending the day with me... it was really fun. Thanx, Justin, for... not... driving me insane.... which you could have done... yeah.
Our water heater is broken. I can't take a shower until Monday... unless I go somewhere else, which I can't handle. *sigh*...
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