Why 

Why

Everything feels right when I'm with Jess. Everything. When I hold her... I don't have any regret, remorse, or grief. It's just me. Just me and her. Everything is right.

That's why not seeing her, even for a day, is so upsetting for me. Seeing her is the highlight of my day. Why shouldn't it be, eh? I love her. Of course I'll get through the day without her. I got through every day of my life before I was with her... I got through every day without feeling the love I feel now. It's upsetting, though, not to feel that rightness. Not to feel the simple pleasure of seeing her face for the first time in the last 8 or 9 hours. I don't know why it makes me so happy to see her, especially in the morning... it just does. I feel right. I feel free. I feel needed. I feel important. I feel loved. I love you Jess.

Call me at 3:30 or so tomorrow.