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Today was nice. I basically just played video games all day.

I talked to Jess on the phone too. At LAST, I actually got to have a talk with her about the Cabin Fever incident. I don't think she understands that I can't be ok with something I don't like until I've had and FINISHED a conversation on it. Usually it's that I want people to know WHY I think or act the way I do about something... or I just want to see that they care about my feelings... and even if, say, the topic changes, it'll continue to upset me. I mean... when the topic changes, I don't want to go back to it and seem like I'm hanging on the subject... but at the same time, I don't want to have to worry about it anymore. I usually don't know what to do.

Anyways, I talked with her about it... I can finally see that she actually cares that I was upset about it... instead of being indignant and accusing me of overreacting. I guess I can forget it now.

Anyways, the whole thing isn't worth getting upset over anymore. I love Jess... I shouldn't let something that happened months ago bother me... but I can't help it. I just can't. I guess it's a need for people to understand me that makes me upset.

And it's especially upsetting when it's Jess... because I know she understands me better than anyone else does.

*sigh* I have an hour to kill before I'll be tired.

I love you Jess.